Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again Lyrics
Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again
[CHRISTINE]Little Lotte thought of everything and nothing
Her father promised her that he would send her the Angel of Music
Her father promised her
Her father promised her
[CHRISTINE]
You were once my one companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend and father
Then my world was shattered
Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seem if I just dream
Somehow you would be here
Wishing I could hear your voice again
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you won't help me to do
All that you dreamed I could
Passing bells and sculpted angels
Cold and monumental
Seem for you the wrong companions
You were warm and gentle
Too many years
Fighting back tears
Why can't the past just die
Wishing you were somehow here again
Knowing we must say goodbye
Try to forgive teach me to live
Give me the strength to try
No more memories no more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say goodbye'.
[Thanks to pinkee_disney@yahoo.com for lyrics]
Song Overview

I still remember the first time “Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again” drifted through the theatre’s loudspeakers—October air, velvet seats, hushed anticipation. Sarah Brightman stepped into the spotlight as Christine Daaé and, for three spellbound minutes, grief itself seemed to hum. Decades later, the ballad remains the beating heart of The Phantom of the Opera, a gentle storm where mourning collides with resolve. Yes, the piece is track 18 on the 1986 London cast album, but it plays more like the musical’s private diary entry—softly lit, tear-stained, defiantly human.
Song Credits
- Producer: Andrew Lloyd Webber
- Composers: Andrew Lloyd Webber
- Lyricists: Charles Hart, Richard Stilgoe
- Primary Vocalist: Sarah Brightman (as Christine Daaé)
- Release Date: October 9 1986
- Album: The Phantom of the Opera – Original London Cast
- Genre: West-End orchestral ballad / pop-opera
- Track #: 18 • Length: ?3 min 40 sec
- Label: Polydor / Really Useful Group
- Mood: Elegiac, cathartic, luminous
- Language: English
- Copyright © 1986 Really Useful Group Ltd.
Song Meaning and Annotations

Strings shiver, a lone oboe sighs, and then Sarah Brightman releases a phrase so fragile it might turn to glass: You were once my one companion … The Lyrics glide atop a 6/8 pulse—church-bell arpeggios, muted timpani, and woodwinds tracing the shape of remembrance. This is Christine’s graveside confession, but it’s also every orphaned heart’s anthem: wishing a lost voice back into the world while knowing the wish is impossible.
The composition pivots between major-and-minor like a flickering candle. Lloyd Webber’s knack for melodic uplift within sorrow means that even when the verses plunge—Passing bells and sculpted angels / Cold and monumental—the chorus still arcs upward, lending Christine enough courage to whisper goodbye.
Opening Refrain
You were once my one companion / You were all that mattered
The double repetition paints fatherly love as both anchor and ghost; every subsequent line is a ripple from this lost center.
First Chorus
Wishing you were somehow here again / Wishing you were somehow near
The word wishing repeats like church peals, underscoring the ritual of grief—an incantation sung more to oneself than to the departed.
Middle Section
Passing bells and sculpted angels / Cold and monumental
Orchestra swells mimic tolling bells; Christine’s soprano shifts from tender to defiant as she questions the pomp surrounding death.
Final Plea
Help me say goodbye
The line lands on a high A?, hanging in silence before the orchestra resolves; it’s the sonic equivalent of a last embrace.
Creation snapshot: Lloyd Webber reportedly wrote the melody during a late-night session at Sydmonton Court, chasing a hymn-like purity that wouldn’t feel out of place in a Parisian cemetery. Charles Hart’s verses were pared back—fewer adjectives, more raw space—so that Brightman’s voice could carry the emotional freight uncluttered.
Symbols: “Little Lotte,” bells, marble angels—all frame childhood wonder against stone finality. The battle is between warm memory and cold monument; Christine must choose life over statuary nostalgia.
Annotations
“Little Lotte” and Christine.
The bedtime tale that opens the lyric mirrors Christine herself. As “Little Lotte” dreamed of angels and music, so Christine still clings to the promise her father made — that he would send her the Angel of Music.
Orphaned at seven.
A reminder from the earlier “Overture / Hannibal” scene: Christine lost both parents as a child, so every note of this song rings with that early loss.
Hart’s nine-syllable headache.
Lyricist Charles Hart struggled to fit words to Lloyd Webber’s melody: the refrain demands nine syllables, the first five on one repeated pitch. He disliked padding the title with “somehow,” and joked about renaming the song “Spare a Thought for Kids at Christmastime.”
Mourning turns to resolve.
Midway through, the elegy pivots. Christine realises that living in the past will strangle her future. From this point she pleads for strength, not memories.
Cold stone, warm father.
The cemetery’s bells and marble angels feel wrong: they are stark, monumental, nothing like the gentle man she remembers. That contrast deepens her ache.
Acceptance and farewell.
By the final verse Christine lets go: she cannot remain a child waiting for an angel. “No more memories, no more silent tears” marks her decision to step forward, honouring her father by living rather than dreaming.
Similar Songs

- “I Dreamed a Dream” – Les Misérables
Both ballads turn personal tragedy into soaring catharsis, anchored by a lone soprano against sweeping orchestration. Each heroine confronts shattered hopes and finds a fragile ember of resolve. - “Memory” – Cats
Another Lloyd Webber classic; wistful strings, key-change lift, and lyrics about time’s relentless march. Where Grizabella mourns lost glamour, Christine mourns lost guidance, yet both reach for renewal. - “I’ll Be Seeing You” – Billie Holiday version
Outside the theatre world, this WWII standard shares the same ache: everyday objects conjure absent loved ones. Both songs use tender melody as a bridge between now and nevermore.
Questions and Answers

- Is the piece a direct address to the Phantom?
- No. Christine sings to her deceased father, though the moment indirectly affects her feelings toward the Phantom and Raoul.
- Why does the key signature shift mid-song?
- The modulation from E-minor to G-major mirrors Christine’s pivot from pure grief to a spark of liberation—musical sunrise after twilight.
- Did Sarah Brightman originate the role?
- Yes. She created Christine on the West End in 1986 and on Broadway in 1988, crystallizing the vocal style countless sopranos now emulate.
- How high is the final note?
- The climactic “good-bye” peaks at A?5—soaring yet attainable for a trained lyric soprano.
- Has the Lyrics text ever changed?
- Minor phrasing tweaks surfaced in later touring productions, but the original 1986 wording remains the industry standard.
Awards and Chart Positions
- The Phantom of the Opera won the 1986 Olivier Award for Musical of the Year and seven 1988 Tony Awards, including Best Musical and Best Original Score.
- The original London cast album achieved multi-platinum sales worldwide and topped UK soundtrack charts in 1987.
Fan and Media Reactions
“Brightman’s final note gave me chills straight to my shoes.” @StageWhisper92, YouTube
“Thirty-plus years on and I still sob at ‘Passing bells’—pure theatre alchemy.” Clara Hoyt, WestEndReview
“Every time I visit a cemetery, this melody pops into my head uninvited.” @GothicPianist, Twitter
“The orchestral swell feels like a hug from someone you miss.” David Tan, podcast host
“No pop diva ballad has ever matched the emotional precision of these lines.” Marisol Vega, opera blogger