Running Away Lyrics – Beetlejuice
Running Away Lyrics
Mama, I could use some wisdom
Gotta make a big decision
Go back where you don't exist
Or?onwards?into the abyss
I?used so much to come this?far
Behind the dark inside the stars
Now there's a line to?cross,?a?heavy cost
From here?to where you?are
Help me out
I'm lost without you standing
Stuck on this impossible road
No idea which way to go
Whichever path I choose I lose, you know
And I don't know which way's home
Daddy ran away from his pain
Do you think I'm doing the same?
You won't believe what I'm about to say
But maybe I'm running away, oh
Have I been running away? Oh
You always saw life as a game
But since you left it sucks to play
I'm beaten up and bruised
Confused by rules that alter every day
I've been through things you won't believe
Invisible inside my dream
I had to drag my dad through hell and back
But finally, he sees
Where to next?
You left but I'm still standing
Scared I'll never see you again
Amazed we’re finally saying your name
Can you believe how far your daughter came?
But this is the wrong damn way
Ma, I got my heart in my hand
Maybe this is part of your plan
To show my dad and I will be okay
And maybe I'm just running away, oh
Am I just running away? Oh
The nothingness in front of us
Is not what she would want for us
[CHARLES & LYDIA]
We'll raise her up
I'll never stop saying her name
Again and again and again
[LYDIA]
I'm gonna go back home!
Mama, I'm letting go
I'm screaming yes into a world of no
I'm over running away
I was the invisible girl
But now I see myself in the world
I know you understand why I can't stay
Mama no more running away, yeah!
Mama no more running away, no
I'm gonna go back home!
Mama no more running away!
Song Overview

Review and Highlights

Quick summary
- Unreleased workshop number for Lydia and Charles from the show’s D.C. era - the slot later occupied by “Home.”
- Music and lyrics by Eddie Perfect; performed in development by Sophia Anne Caruso with Adam Dannheisser.
- Narrative function: Lydia weighs chasing the void vs returning to the living - and finally turns back toward her dad.
- Survives publicly via demo playlists and fan-captured D.C. videos; not part of the Broadway cast album.
- Dramaturgy pivot: the creative team moved the catharsis from fantasy-mom to father-daughter reconciliation.
Creation History
Earlier drafts placed a Lydia ballad here under the title “Running Away,” sometimes devised as a duet. Eddie Perfect later detailed how that moment evolved: he and the writers realized the true unification should be between Lydia and her father Charles, which led past an interim duet (“Raise You Up”) to the now-canonical “Home.” The revised choice sharpened the show’s spine - grief turns into connection with the living rather than a chase into the abyss.
Highlights
Text-first writing, bare-bulb intimacy. The lyric stacks tiny vows against the pull of absence - “I’m gonna go back home” lands like a quiet door closing on the void. The piece reads as a blueprint for “Home”: same crossroads, tighter focus, cleaner lift.
Song Meaning and Annotations

Plot
Immediately after a father-daughter breakthrough, Lydia weighs whether to push deeper into the Netherworld to reach her mother or head home and repair what’s left. Charles joins for a brief pledge - say her name, keep her present - which steadies Lydia enough to choose life. In later versions, this arc condenses into “Home.”
Song Meaning
It’s a grief calculus: the romantic pull of reunion vs the messy duty of living. The refrain reframes running away as avoidance - Lydia names it, then stops doing it. The mood starts hushed and conflicted, turns resolved when she realizes she and her father can carry Emily together.
Annotations
“Daddy ran away from his pain”
A clean read on Act I - Charles tried to outrun grief with renovations and denial. (Annotation #1)
“Amazed we’re finally saying your name”
The storytelling beat that unlocks the return: naming loss together breaks the freeze. (Annotation #2)
“I was the invisible girl”
Threads the show’s visibility theme from “Invisible/Prologue” into Lydia’s decision to re-enter the world. (Annotation #3)

Style, context, instrumentation
A lyric-forward pop ballad with light rhythm section and sustained pads. In workshop practice it sat in Lydia’s contemporary belt range, with conversational build to a declarative final button.
Key Facts
- Artist: Original Broadway Cast of Beetlejuice, Adam Dannheisser, Sophia Anne Caruso
- Composer & Lyricist: Eddie Perfect
- Status: Unreleased workshop number; replaced by “Home” on Broadway
- Genre: Musical theatre ballad
- Label: n/a (developmental material)
- Mood: Conflicted, reflective, then resolute
- Length: varies by cut; most circulating captures sit around 3 minutes
- Position (workshop): After “Emily Would” in the D.C. version; the slot later held by “Home”
- Language: English
- Related work: “Home” (final Broadway version of the same story beat)
- Poetic meter: Free conversational verse into refrain
Canonical Entities & Relations
Eddie Perfect - wrote - music and lyrics for the number |
Sophia Anne Caruso - performed - Lydia’s lines in workshop/dev |
Adam Dannheisser - performed - Charles’ interjections/duet moments |
“Home” - superseded - “Running Away” as the final Broadway cue |
Alex Timbers - directed - the Broadway production where “Home” replaced it |
Questions and Answers
- Is “Running Away” on the Original Broadway Cast Recording?
- No. The show locks the moment with “Home”; “Running Away” survives only in workshop/demo form.
- Why was it replaced?
- The team chose to center Lydia’s unification with her father rather than a fantasy reunion with her mother; that clarity produced “Home.”
- Where can I hear it?
- Fan-captured D.C. videos circulate, and Eddie Perfect’s official demo series outlines nearby cut numbers from the same period.
- How does it differ from “Home”?
- It leans more on direct address to Emily and on the “running away” metaphor; “Home” is tighter, with a more immediate pivot back to life.
- Was it ever staged as a full duet?
- Yes - versions in development included Charles’ lines; the final show trims that into a short scene before “Home.”
- Does the melody recur elsewhere?
- Not on the cast album. It functions as a draft idea that fed into the final power ballad.
- Any official covers or remixes?
- No - the song isn’t in commercial release.
Awards and Chart Positions
This particular draft song has no chart presence. The Broadway production, however, earned multiple 2019 Tony Award nominations including Best Musical and Best Original Score, which helped the score’s broader profile with audiences that season.
Additional Info
Eddie Perfect later curated Beetlejuice: The Demos! The Demos! The Demos! - a trove of early cuts and alternates that documents the show’s evolution. While “Running Away” itself is not a standard commercial track, that release and Perfect’s commentaries sketch the path from exploratory ballads to the clean, album-ready “Home.” According to Playbill’s interview feature, the creative fork here is where the show found its heart.
Sources: Playbill, Ghostlight Records materials and demo rollouts, Apple Music listing for Eddie Perfect’s demo set, YouTube demo/commentary uploads, Tony Awards.
Beetlejuice Lyrics: Song List
- Act 1
- Prologue: Invisible
- The Whole "Being Dead" Thing
- The Whole Being Back Thing
- Ready, Set, Not Yet
- The Whole "Being Dead" Thing, Pt. 2
- The Whole "Being Dead" Thing, Pt. 3
- Dead Mom
- Fright of Their Lives
- Ready Set, Not Yet (reprise)
- No Reason
- Invisible (Reprise) / On The Roof
- Say My Name
- Day-O (The Banana Boat Song)
- Act 2
- Girl Scout
- That Beautiful Sound
- Barbara 2.0
- What I Know Now
- Home
- Creepy Old Guy
- Jump In The Line
- Beetlejuice Apocrypha
- I Am Very Good At Running Cults
- Mama Would
- Goodbye Emily Deetz
- Running Away
- Suicide Note
- Children We Didn't Have
- Good Old Fashioned Wedding
- Dead Bird
- Everything is Kinda Meh
- Dead Mom (Reprise)
- The Whole ‘Being Dead’ Thing Pt. 4
- That Beautiful Sound (reprise)
- Beetlejuice: The Demos The Demos The Demos
- Death’s Not Great
- The Hole
- Gotta Get Outta This House
- Sign Yourself Over to Me
- Delia’s TED Talk
- You Can Only Work with What You Get
- Step Right Up
- A Little More of Your Time (Charles)
- What’s Left?
- The Box
- Mixed It Up Together
- Ain’t It Strange?